This is the collection of the things that I am thinking and going through in my life. This may be a vent for me or a means of spreading a message across and may have a bit of a correlation with music but it will mainly focus on me. This is what blogs were originally intended for, to vent out creativity, anger, and overall emotion. As I said this is for me but also for people to realize something that I have to come to realize about myself that maybe can assist you in a way. This is about fighting the system, living life, self destruction, and complete lack of control in a verbal and intellectual way. Hopefully you can take something from this.